Jesus- is this cancer/health situation bringing back feelings of not good enough? Less than?
I feel like I am fighting again. I am focused not on YOU and who YOU are, but instead on what I am and what I am not. I find myself judging, accusing, being critical, especially of myself. Of my failures.
Forgive me Jesus. You make me whole. You have already paid the price and made me whole. You know brokenness. In ways I cannot imagine. You know how I feel. But I am not living in the victory you have given me. Forgive me.
Change me. Fix my eyes on YOU. Help me to believe; please forgive, correct and train me in my unbelief.